16
Jul
FUCKMYLIFE! I guess reality is really knocking on my door really soon because I’m turning 18, but who knew that it comes with decisions that can either make me or break me deals. I don’t know what to do, what right choices to make, and most of all what to think. I wish it was just forced on me, having it being my choice makes it that much more difficult. Would you think bad of me if I were to agree? fuckkkk. I’m laying out the pros and cons and I’m really leaning towards one side more than the other, but I feel like a fucking loser for even considering it.I don’t want to have to live the rest of my life knowing that I pulled something like this, but I’m desperate. Would you do something that embarrass you but you’re also getting something hella great out of it, but it’ll be stuck with you for life?
