I’ve been hit with an ultimatum by my parents which left me speechless. I was so disappointed in myself because I’ve been so busy having fun that I hadn’t notice all the pain I’ve caused my parents. They do know I sneak out and NOW they know I do smoke too. I’m such a bad kid. I’m just a teen trying to have fun, no intentions to hurt them on the way. But since yesterday I’ve been trying to give in to my parents so they can worry less about me. Basically they tried scaring me by saying “Stay home and respect us or move out and don’t come back that way we won’t have to worry about you anymore.” Even though I know they’re just saying it out of their asses, I know they don’t mean it. But it does work. I don’t ever want to hurt my parents. They’ve been through so much these past years, sacrificed so much for my brothers and I, it’s selfish of me. I was talking to a friend he he told me that I think very maturely compared to a lot of kids our age. Most people would go insane with the problems I’m dealing in life. He said I’m strong and I stay positive, I always manage to front with a sweet smile. Most kids would decide to move out and run from home, but for me I can’t imagine hurting my parents that way. It would just destroy them! They would blame themselves for me screwing up. But the thing is, it’s not their fault! It’s just me being a teen, I live for the wild night life. But like I said, I’m cutting back on going out during the day time, so when you want to chill hit me up during the day!