Are you guys back on?! The answer is No. We are just close friends, there’s nothing wrong/strange to keep a friendship going after a relationship. I know what I want and he knows well to respect that. Both of us had decided to keep our friendship alive, but even I started thinking that we’ve outdone ourselves by hanging out a little toooo much. Is it a mistake?? could be… and it’s obvious, I’ve missed his company just as much as he missed mine. He’ll be there for me when I need him most and I’ll be there for him in return.

I’m speechless when the question “Where did I go wrong?” appears. It’s saddens me because I don’t know how to answer it. It’s true that he had cater to my every needs, been the shoulder that I’ve cried on, made me laugh, smile, and has been a loyal best friend. I question myself that it could be because were in ____________, because he knows me too well and I was too comfortable around him. The routine was being played over and over. “I’m sorry that I didn’t have the ability to give you what you always wanted, and that was to return the same feelings you had for me.” I know, he’s not completely capable to let go at this time, but never have I doubted that he was strong enough to set aside his feelings to be my best friend. 

Do you think the friendship that I share with M is a bad idea?